Confessions

Hello,

My new obsession is the confessions of a cheating wife. I have heard of men cheating constantly but always wanted to know the prospective of a cheating woman. Men and Women cheat for different reasons and I want to explore why women cheat.

Stay tuned.

xoxo

Here we go again!

So I got laid off this week. What the heck? I am ready to be honest, I hated my job !!! I guess this forces me to focus on my favorites. Party Planning by Jazzy J.... Pondering on a name for my events planning company. So time to do what I love!!!

I have a Baby Mama question....Why do women hate there man's Baby Mama so  much? I understand why some women can't stand the baby mama. They are childish, constantly talking trash, and you want to hit them upside there head with your red stiletto. I totally understand that if she's a nut case. I feel like we are all grown and grown women do grown women things. I guess that's why I call them Little Girls!


Smooches to all the real women!

xoxo

Mommy Says Yes!

 So, I  have stared to finish reading the Happiness Project.While re-reading the parts I forgot about I realize that I must do want I want to do in life. I am ready to take on the  world and  everything that comes my way. Not going to quit my day job just yet but I will start building a business that I love. Life is to short to have regrets. I am not afraid of failure as it only makes me wiser in my actions.

I think I have gotten a little bit of my happy back. So the wedding planning is still in motion and I am ready for the next challenge in life. My frozen feet have  now have thawed out a little.

Baby Mama soon to be wife and entrepreneur.

What do I really want?

I have said this before but what's the big deal of getting married. As my wedding day approaches and the stress builds I wonder what is the big fuss over.

The date is set venue booked and the second round of save the dates have been ordered. I am honestly have second thoughts of this whole marriage thing. I am not sure if I want the same things as my future husband. We have went to premarital counseling but yet I am still unsettled.

The thoughts are running through my mind a mile a minute....Do I love someone else?  I guess this blog will be my release for the next couple months since I am sure he doesn't read this.

xoxox A very confussed Baby Mama

Runway Bride

Hello blog.. I missed you  but I need you know and need to get some things out.

So I am less than a year away to walking down the aisle and I am TERRIFIED! I thought men were the ones that are scared. Each day approaches and I am like is this the right thing for me. I am a very independent soul and feel like I might loose apart of myself. Every little girl dreams of that day they will walk down the aisle but not myself. I have never dreamed of the house, child, and husband. My ideal life goals were own a home, great career with a Range Rover in my garage.

I am questioning everything in my life now. Is this the right thing? Do I see myself with this man for the rest of my life? Do we want the same things?more children? etc. Sometimes I think I might have been a man in another life. I am a workalcholic and want more in my life.I honestly have no complaints right now in my life great man, great daughter, and a home. What more could someone ask for? Right?


Hmmm thinking and wondering is marriage for everyone? We'll blog I shall return sooner than later.


XOXOX
Baby Mama

The Coutdown Begins

So I am officially planning for my dream wedding. I feel the Bridezilla coming out already. I have done a little planing already but know it the real deal making deposits structuring the whole event. I thought my groom would just pay for it and show up but I don't think it is going to be that easy. I want what I want and I can admit I am a control freak when it comes to planning events. Although I have two event planners for my special day.

My journey is just beginning and I now I  will be happy with the end. I will be posting regularly I promise!

So the battle of the sexes Saturday Stresses begins.
What will the colors be? hmm let's see......I want my theme to be a Hollywood premier with a red carpet entrance. The colors Black, purple and red. I am working to convince the groom( I know right). What happen to just choosing the food? I know it's his wedding too but I want what I want. i am a little BRAT!. I gave him food and cake and music so that's a compromise.Right?

Working Mama

I am starting to feel the pressure of my upcoming wedding. Haven't quite figured out exactly what I want. My one wish would be to get my favorite Event Planner David Tutera! I love all his work but can't afford it by any means (girl can dream can't she).

I am feeling the pressure of my job and have decided to that life is way more important than a job. I haven't got far with the Happiness Project Book but my inspiration board is working. I am thankful I received a raise at my job, I am thankful for those cool purple sneakers I really wanted and I am thankful for my vacation to Mexico coming soon. I am thankful for my little blog hobby. I also want to say thank you to my readers!