Runway Bride

Hello blog.. I missed you  but I need you know and need to get some things out.

So I am less than a year away to walking down the aisle and I am TERRIFIED! I thought men were the ones that are scared. Each day approaches and I am like is this the right thing for me. I am a very independent soul and feel like I might loose apart of myself. Every little girl dreams of that day they will walk down the aisle but not myself. I have never dreamed of the house, child, and husband. My ideal life goals were own a home, great career with a Range Rover in my garage.

I am questioning everything in my life now. Is this the right thing? Do I see myself with this man for the rest of my life? Do we want the same things?more children? etc. Sometimes I think I might have been a man in another life. I am a workalcholic and want more in my life.I honestly have no complaints right now in my life great man, great daughter, and a home. What more could someone ask for? Right?


Hmmm thinking and wondering is marriage for everyone? We'll blog I shall return sooner than later.


XOXOX
Baby Mama